...melancholy...

...deafening silent
...lying in bed
...staring at the ceiling
...can't help but to think
...emotions clogged
...got misty eyes
...its killing me
...night is almost gone
...here comes the dawn
...all I need is to fall asleep
...to take this melancholy feeling gone...

whoa!!!

whoa!!!! emotions emotions..

im really hoping and looking forward to it..

im excited but of course i am afraid for some reason..

i really need to decide.not just a simple decision.

it's a major decision..need to think of everything..

every single thing that might happen there..

because this might cause a major disaster..wheww!!!